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Let it begin with me.

Hi all y’all! It’s Friday in September.

My mind is on a theme that is creating power within me. I want to paint about change. My reoccurring thought is… Why can’t things be better? Why should anybody go to bed hungry? Why do innocent people die in the  name of war every day? Why don’t we stand up for health care and be our own advocates for our own bodies?

I am working on a new painting. I tried sketching out what I wanted to paint instead of diving right in, but I had just as many start-overs (3). This painting is a fair-skinned woman with ginger hair. Weirdly, I had a lot of trouble yesterday thinking of  white women as soulful and wise. I shouldn’t even say this, but women of color come easier for me. So… I started listing in my mind the 100’s of soulful and wise women I know. I chose one strong and intelligent woman I admire to loosely model my painting after. Now I am over-the-top in love with the process.

I need to remember, and you might find this helpful… the time that seems wasted and unproductive is not ours to judge. I think the down time leading up to something is the time we need to process and see the signs, feel the intuition, and even wait for the materials to show up.

Stand Up in progress

The words say, “The time I used to spend worrying about my image, I now spend in revolution. Stand up.” I don’t ever like red and blue, except to make purple, but it is what it wants to be.

I am painting over my original words in total, so they will be only there in spirit later on. The words that I am going to put on the painting I read in another blog called, “The Diary of Kitty Cavalier”. This is the link to Kitty’s website. The words are as follows:

When a woman chooses to source her truth from within her very bones, rather than looking to a set of rules outside of herself, she is truly wise. When she can stand up and speak a truth that is boiling up inside her no matter how big a risk it is to speak it, she is claiming her wild soul, perfect and untamed.  When 5,000 years of conditioning is telling her that her way is wrong, but she decides right then and there that her way is right, and in fact, always has been, she is finally free.

Let it begin with me. is done. I like the muted look of the bee’s wax around the woman. I glazed her with varnish 3 times to make her shine and be safe from the dangers of the world.

Let it begin with me. You can’t see the very bottom of the painting, but there is a little slip of paper that has the title.

I have 3 questions for you.

I might add another layer to the background to make the painting more uniform. What do you think?

Also, I am deciding if I want to sell prints and Giclee’s any more. I like the energy and the textures in the original paintings. What is driving me to continue selling reproductions is that I want people to have something affordable. Any thoughts? Do you think my Etsy prints are affordable?

Last, but not least, wise words from a 4 year old, “Nena, you might want to spend a long time on your paintings, but mine is done!” Wise beyond her years, she is already listening to her heart.

Wow. I feel like I can hardly breathe with excitement. Thanks for reading.

Until next time,

All of my love,

Gator Girl

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I paint to heal the world. If I fall short of that, I would like to make you smile. Gator Girl

5 thoughts on “Let it begin with me.

  1. Of course, as you know, I HAD to have a specific original painting of yours. But I dont’ know if I can afford another one soon, and the fact that there might only be ONE existing version of your wonderful work limits its availability. (and makes me scramble to see how I can afford a couple more that I’ve fallen in love with BEFORE they sell) I think your work has an energy that shines through whatever medium, paint or print, and the more they travel through the world, the more that change you want could be sparked in people’s souls.
    I think your prints are affordable, and might even increase my collection of your art. The embellished Giclee version is another form of energy and I think you have priced that perfectly too.

  2. OH! and I love the background just the way it is. It brings her forward in such a real way. And makes me think of the rubble that was New Orleans after Katrina while showing her compassion and strength.
    I think I’m a bit in love with her. Or maybe it’s just awe

  3. I agree…the time taken to process and “do nothing” is critical in the creation. It now feels like my mind is organizing the information from my spirit so I can recreate it in my art. Patience…oh my…did I really say that? Yes, patience is a key to unlocking my creativity while I sit and ponder….

  4. I am so excited to get your blog. YOU are a POWERful woman. Excellent writing, great piqué-ing of your public. I love the background. She looks sacred and Divine With all that lightness to me

    Love, RW, Sister

    Sent from my iPhone

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